I need to apprehend the world (1), and the way I do it is by experiencing it and then grasping that experience intellectually. That means thinking about it, which sometimes mean thinking with an external medium which means writing. I’m driven to apprehend what is in the adjacent possible and thus it is hard to write about this stuff precisely, I’m grasping (2) and it shows in the (unedited) writing which is a thought stream upon itself.
1 – I have to ….. the world, you see. — Not Richard Feynman, Not Eugene Gendlin
2 – Wovon man nicht sprechen kann, auf das muss man zeigen — Not Wittgenstein